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i won't commit , i can't

Hopefully i will end it soon

;( not as good as i wanted it to be , never felt so worthless in my Life

Gisèle’s bundchen poster from the 2005 SS Lv campaign🥶

I feel like the big zucc having coded this on my own , i had so many ideas on how i could turn it into a « platform » but idk this feels like « home »i wanna gatekeep this

Idk how tf i managed to make this work with rss and simple get and post requests YET ICAN T FUCKIN RETRIEVE INDEXES AND DATA FROM A DATABASE THAT HAS DEFINED TABLES AND FOREIGN KEY ACCESSES ngl i feel like a pos

If only the 8yo me knew what i would become , i think he would ve be been disgusted , i neglected my social Life just for the sole purpose of becoming better at what i wanted , has been the same since idk the dawn of my 13yo i feel weird , not belonging anywhere ….

Italian car gooning

Another sketch of the day , Lv fw 2025 campaign at the Paris fw

I m free from any form of big social media corporation , I always wanted to be in this position

would ve loved to have vro witness this irl

Sketch of the day

Lmao

each and every day I wakup with the will of kms

I literlly built a tumblr clone just to turn it into a somewhat personnal blog lmao

life will never be the same , but that s how it was meant ig

I m sad :(

Johannes vermeer end of the study yippeeeee

Hussar jckt from gucci's 2008 rtw runway i love hussar jackets and drummer jackets for marching bands i find them quite compelling

Bloodborne ldy maria :(

Snejana onopka gucci rtw fw 2008 frida gianini

Johannes vermeer study , i m sad i wanna kms

imagine being a paramedic seeing a kid inanimated , and besides lies the entirety of the calculations that dictate the behavior of a car formulated on random sheets of paper lmao

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=R7uCiBR1XNw and this ?

whay happpens if i do this
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i'll never be the same ever again ,it truly feels like the chronic sadness i have won't ever fade away. even worse , the only way to fre myself from it would be to kms .

Vivienne Westwood 1998 fw rtw with a lotus on a corset BC y not lmao

ayo test

I NEEEED THIS ON MY ARM OKKKKKKK I DID IT with a coil tattoo machine on fake skin , it is inspired from the irezumi tattoos johnmayer has on his left arm but chrysanthemum on beneath the whole piece yipeeeeeeeeeeee and kinda mixed in w/ the wild lotus

I need a fragrance that smells like this

Yesss

Wawiiiii heleeeeneeeee heheh

i miss u

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